Struggling with the grief of widowhood, I’ve had days where even the touch of my clothes seems uncomfortable, and I wonder how I can carry on by myself.  When I feel this way, I remember Jesus’ words, “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest”.  I remember thinking that I just needed to keep pressing on, listening for God’s guidance.  It was too easy to get ahead of myself and worry about my future.  I wondered how long I would be able to maintain my house and survive on my own.

After a while I discovered the secret to my getting through.  It is just by living — at times minute by minute, hour by hour, or day by day.  All these days added together are two and a half years; while I still struggle, I know I am stronger and that further healing is coming.  I know that if I continue to trust and remain obedient, God will lead me — one day at a time.

 


Prayer: Heavenly Father, release us from our worries about the future, and help us to trust you for all our days.  Amen.