What Else Is There?

We lost our only son to suicide; our daughter lost her only sibling. Even though we have had other losses, this has been the most devastating loss we have experienced as a family. My daughter asked me recently if my faith in God has held. Is my faith enough? I thought about this for a long time. My faith had surely been tested, and I had had times of despair, doubt, sorrow and even anger. I had read scripture, prayed more than ever before, attended church, participated in a grief group and received comfort from friends. Still, I was not yet able to answer her question. I mentioned the conversation to a friend, who said, ‘But what else is there? What is the alternative to faith?’ My friend’s response went to the heart of the question. I had my answer. Yes, my faith is holding. The grace Jesus offers is sufficient. 

My faith may not be as strong as I would like it to be, and I have more questions than answers about my son’s death. I do believe my faith will see me through my earthly life. Nothing is better than my holding to my faith in Jesus Christ. ‘I believe; help my unbelief!’ (Mark 9:24).

Prayer: May we never abandon our faith, Lord, because we know you will never abandon us. Help us to hold on to your promises of hope and eternity. Amen